Masturbating Next To My Sleeping Husband

I’ve masturbated while my husband slept next to me, and I am secretly dying for him to catch me when I do it again.

Don’t get me wrong, I have a fantastic sex life. In fact, it’s never been bad from what I can recall. The reason for this grand sex life is because I promised myself one thing long before I started having sex, or got all of my tips from Cosmo magazines and pornos; I promised myself always to have an orgasm no matter what.
This promise kept me sexually satisfied. From the beginning of my sexual exploration, I have always had great sex to the point that I didn’t even know what bad sex was.

Now you are probably wondering if your sex life is so great why did you masturbate while your husband slept next to you? My dear reader, the answer is because I’ve always loved the thrill of getting caught.

32649492226_ee4fd93035_z
Photo Credit Flickr,

My kink: There is something about the energy a man gives off when he feels like he isn’t good enough to satisfy you. Call me a narcissist or whatever selfish sexual person I am. My kink has taught me through selfish ways, making myself or a sexual partner feel as if I’m insatiable, keeps my juices flowing.

Masturbating next to my sleeping husband has probably made me a better lover. I have a secret that he doesn’t know about, and I’m building up my orgasm until the day he finds out.

The way I masturbate next to him is similar to a teenager who doesn’t want to get busted by their parents catching them in the act. I am quiet, my strokes are subtle, and I only allow myself to orgasm sometimes. It makes me crave him.

As sex blogger Pink Lotus Bud said in a recent post, ” The more I was masturbating, the more I craved human touch, the more I’d wish there was someone enjoying the sexual experience alongside me.”

Although my husband is near, every time he shifts in his sleep I’m dying for him to wake up and catch me. As he lies, next to me I get that feeling of wanting something I can’t have.

My husband and I have sex almost every night, and I’ve mastered controlling my orgasm due to how much I masturbate.

He knows I masturbate, but he doesn’t know when. I’ve tried telling him the time but his reaction of feeling as if he wasn’t good enough turned me on, so I decided to let him figure out a way to catch me in the act. My little secret has made my one-on-one sessions even more intense because he can wake up at any given moment and find me going to town on my vulva.

I never know when he’ll wake up. To keep me going I fantasize about him pinning me down and sliding his penis inside of me. Sometimes when he holds me as I’m massaging my clit and vulva, I beg him in my mind to caress a nipple or brush his hand across my breast. I’ve learned not getting what I want and internally begging for something, sets my body on fire.

Screen Shot 2018-06-07 at 12.26.52 PM
Photo Credit: Evolve and Ascend

Once he catches me, we would probably try masturbating together. We have yet to watch each other do it.

As sex blogger, The “O” Box suggested in a Masturbation Monday Post, “Masturbating together can be a fun activity to throw into your regular repertoire.”

It might seem as if I’m torturing myself, but as I said before the thought of getting caught turns me on. One day I’ll probably tell him, I know once I do he’s going to sex me hard and passionately, but until then this is my “secret” that keeps me pleased and smiling all the time.

I know I’m not the only one that does something sexually satisfying without my partner knowing about it. What are some things you do to please yourself sexually that your partner is unaware?

Ā© 2018. Krystle In Bed. All Rights Reserved.

Check out the second Summer 18′ post Trying To Understand This Ever- Changing Body

Advertisements

9 thoughts on “Masturbating Next To My Sleeping Husband

Add yours

  1. I used to do this in my previous marriage but it was done out of anger and frustration as much as anything but I used to enjoy the way it made me feel, powerful and naughty at the same time

    Mollyx

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

WordPress.com.

Up ↑

%d bloggers like this: